untitled 2 ? , nah, this ones called something else

will tell you more about this later,
i promise

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i dont even remember why and when i wrote the above, very unsettling lines
it seems i made a promise
and now i dont know the contents of that promise
its like a put a thing in a jar,
and never bothered to remember what i was putting in it, sure that i'll find it the next time i unscrew the lid,
but now as i do,
the ' thing' has escaped.

faith is a small small word
like hate, or thankyou, or sorry.
most abused, most used, fall back plan for some, usual way of life for others, and words not good enough for still others.
and what do we do then
when you know youre really sorry but youre sorry the word sorry doesnt convey how sorry you are..
sorry.
i grin
you scowl
i grin more so
you look around
you give up and sigh

there arent words enough.
only faith that faith will convey the essence of faith.